Friday, August 11, 2006

Getting off the wrong side of the plane

Everything hasn't gone right since I got off the plane on the 18th of July. It was bad luck all the way. I can list it all down. starting...

1. new ipod stolen
2. aunt forgot to fetch me from airport and had no lose change or credit to call
3. results for some of my subjects were disappointing
4. bored the 1st week before uni started
5. lost lip balm
6. missed a class cause didn't know it started on the day i arrived sydney
7. felt out of place in a few classes and felt invinsible
8. missing ppl and feeling crap about it
9. no cash at all for nearly 3 weeks
10. headache and stress from one of the youth churches
11. transfer to B.Mus education was unsuccessful(due to incomplete interview)
12. didn't get certain lecturers for certain subjects
13. been waking up with bad headaches for over a week
14. joints hurting again
15. not getting practise rooms in the middle of the day to practise
16. being ignored in uni
17. singing lessons getting bad(although teacher says I'm good or am one of his best students)
18. lunch spill in bag hence library cds wet---->> have to pay AU60+ to replace them
19. game i bought from kuching doesn't work on laptop(i have no idea why. it's suppose to be an offline game)
20. received essay on music history and that was crap(although I'm still surprise with the overall results)
21. mp3 spoil

and

22. just have a letter from uni saying i haven paid fully for 2nd sem and they charging me for late payment

It gets worse all the time. And to think coming here would be good. Look at all the things i have to go through and settle. Not like I have any comfort from anywhere or anyone. Damn it.
I can't even get a practise room during the day. I have to wake up every morning at around 5 to get a room and practise before 8am.
And that's how i go through everyday. Practising my head off to get my mind of these pissing of situation. With that, i find my speech is getting from bad to worse. Can't seem to speak fluently and properly these days. Down too much in my practise that words don't seem to match or make sense at times.
Even though my piano lessons are getting better it's mixing around talking and being notice which are getting harder for me.
Damn.... I hope it will all get better soon.
There's too much bad karma around. I need more good karma....

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