1st tap dance

Not many people have ever seen me dance in my entire life. Not at parties, clubs, dinners or anywhere else. Although some may have seen me dance in the shadows or in ballet class or ballet performance. Lol. Reason why is coz I have two left feet. Ok, maybe not that bad but my mind and feet don't work together. And today proved it.
Have always wanted to dance but didn't have the courage. Me and friends laugh at ppl on the dance floor who don't have the sense of rhythm and all but what happens when it comes to me? I'm always aware of people around looking and judging me that my nerves don't work properly. I know the class is really late night and finishes really late and I don't know a single person there plus I have to walk through this really dark alley but I have gotten the courage to join tap dancing and today was the 1st class.
I LOVE it. It's totally fun and really good exercise. But by the end of the class, I felt like i was in the wrong class. I signed up for beginners class but today I felt like the teacher dumped the whole lot of information into 2 hours of lesson. I don't think I can remember half of the lesson. It's really hard to keep up with the rest. An old lady said more then half had joined the class since beginning of the year so I ain't that bad. I was behind the class and sometimes kinda hard to follow the teacher with ppl blocking me or the fast feet movement.
But I totally LOVE it. Am going to keep going...... All I need to do now is practice and research more on the dance step. Hope I can remember it.....