Skiing and heights

Was in melb last week for roughly a week. Kinda interesting, surprising, fun yet boring all at the same time. This trip confirms my thoughts about melb. I LOVE it. The ppl are all beautiful and the state is very well planned out. Transportation there is so much better then syd and shops there are great. Full of nic-nacs(which is totally my thing). The only crazy thing is the weather. There are like 4-6 seasons in a day in melb. 1 moment it can be hot and sunny and the next minute raining or hailing.
Was suppose to meet up with old frens but most of them disappeared. Went to the city. Met up with a few close frens. Bought a few necessary things, took pics(hard taking your own pics). And went skiing in Mount Buller.
The highlight of the trip was the skiing (=
It was great. I've always loved snow and those winter sports. I've done skiing before in Korea a few years ago. But that was just once. But I got quite a few comments from ppl thinking that I'm a good ski-er for a beginner. It was totally fun. Going up the mountain sitting on the lift and skiing down. After our 1st 2 hour class, we decided to go up higher the mountain. As you know I'm terrified of heights. I can't explain how scared I was the whole time being up there. But mind you, I still love skiing. After all the scare and being tense the whole time, I pulled q few muscles on the way down skiing. I had to push myself to keep skiing but in the end I gave up at the bottom half of the mountain. Had to get the guys to bring me down. Was in so much pain.
But all is well i suppose. I'm glad I went. Loved it so much it made my mind fly besides the fact of me being terrified of the heights part.
Bck in sydney and feel kinda weird. Feeling stressed and scared about the rest of the year. Feeling lost. It's like I'm losing myself again and yet I'm happy.... Weird feeling but it's like mixing sausage into your glass of milk and drinking it.
All I can say now is that I'm back to stress, tiring out myself, practice, uni(I hate my uni) and my music(it's going to be an interesting 6 months). Lots to do and lots to settle. But we'll just see how life goes this time round.....