Tom-Boy

Now tats sumthing i haven heard for ages.Esp wen refering to me =)
My jazz orchestra frens keep callin me tat for sum reason i dunno.Mayb coz of my short hair n how i like defending myself alot..heheh..Tat's y have been wearin skirts lately to show out my feminine side... ;)
No la... Actually it's coz my pants r gettin too big for me.Am actually losing weight even though i'm tryin hard to gain it.Been feeling kinda sick n still m.
Can't seem to eat.Everytime i do i feel like vomittin(I'm not pregnant)... I have gastric very often.So even if i cud eat i'll get gastric pain straight away. Not forgettin my early stage bronchitis is back.Can't seem to breathe properly.Shallow breathing.Having chest pains like last year again n feeling ever so tired easily.
I juz gotta get outa stress.It's killing me faster.Tat's y trying to stay far frm it.Once if sumone gets me mad or hurts me,I'll juz walk away.Normally I'll defend myself or answer back but i juz can't find the energy to do so.I'll get chest pains or difficulty breathing if i stress myself too much.I know i wanna die so much for along time but not while sufferin.... =)