KAY choir

ak Kuching Adventist Youth Choir

Today was the 1st I was given the power (by big boss) to lead the choir. It felt good. Teaching and making music. They sang in great harmony and the tone was breathe taking. It threw me off my shoes and got me speechless for once. It was like 'WOW!!!'. I was impressed and proud of the youth. I've coached heaps of ppl and they never seem to fail to give good results although not perfect. That's why I took music education in the 1st place.
I may not be able to memorize or remember things as my memory has been fading year after year whether anyone believes that but I do know tunes and the feeling and the touch of the world stays in memory.
Been asked to sing in church several times by different ppl. I can't wait for that to happen. The music of improvisation, voice and tune is the best thing I've ever found. Lyrics? That's why I'm doing jazz, you don't have to remember the words totally. As long as the music is in your skin.
Been looked down upon heaps of time but nothing is going to stop me from being nervous about performing and having the time of my life on stage.
As I was taught, the secret of performing is engaging yourself with your nerves and the spirit of music of the air. Just breathe the air of beat, rhythm and reach in to your inner self for inspiration.