*sigh...
I've just type in my entry and published it until when the computer computer dieded on me...... AARRGGGHHH!!!! Why is everything unto me... :(
Well, just had my chem practical mock yesterday and I really scrued it up... Stupid paper... 1st my burette was leaking and I didn't realized it till like quite some time. Tha lost me 5-10 mins.... Then at the calculation part, they didn't give th Ar on the paper but on the board. The thing was, the lecturers didn't tell us and half the students in the lab didn't see it or didn't notice it till like after the paper was over.... And I also didn't have enough time in correcting my answers.. Tha was like 10 marks gone....... :(... Am so sad liaw.... I was so dissapointed in it that I called my parents. Thank God my dad was understanding.. He was like.. "it's only mocks" and "you all should all go complain to the lecturer".
I am suppose to be performing again tomorro but the thing is I don't have my clarinet with me.. Just sent it for servicing as you know.. :) I've told the lecturer in charge about it but guess what he said, "oh, in that case play the violin la"... In conclusion, my dicision is still I'M NOT PLAYING!!!! I mean come on, it's already close to my exam... My bio mock practical is this fri and my other mock papers are like in 2 weeks time...
Darn, that reminds me... I WANNA GO HOME!!!. I don't really think about it until I'm with my books... Nowadays I can't really concentrate in my studies as much as I used too... Maybe it's also cause I keep bumping into my friends at the library and we end up talking and laughing... Now I'd have to find a new spot to study in the library... If I'm at the hostel, the bed's like calling me ..... "Lorraine,....come to me....... I'm so comfortable....."...lol.... Anyways,.... I just hope I'd be able to sudy till the real exams over.... Then once I'm back, I'm not going to bring any books back.. Okok.. Maybe only 1 or 2 but I'm not going to be studying everyday.... I'm so sick of studying already I think I'd die of insanenity...:P