singer

I've noticed a change in myself as many have and it was all in 6 months. Most of you already know what I wanna do is perform and sing and write my own music if not perform jazz standards with a band and just enjoying myself.
Well, from previous entries you already know I'm taking 2 vocal lessons and choir- jazz, classical. I'm wearing more feminine clothes more like a mixture of classical and jazz singer dressing (i didn't notice that only later on). As for my character? Few nights ago I was looking back after a few more comments on my change.
YES. I have changed. I'm more 'loud', relax, prettier(hahah.... jk. I'm still the same)...... the rest you go ahead and notice it yourself =)
I LOVE this change to be honest. I've nvr felt more confident and out there doing things I wouldn't have done. I've met more ppl with this character instead of hiding in shadows. I've become someone noticeable with ppl knowing me by name now instead of 'you're dr chai's daughther', 'you're miss yap's daughter', 'you're.... friend', 'that's ...... cousin'.
The only set back of this change is I've become more bitchy, wouldn't care a damn of the world and god knows what else..... these are characteristic of most singers which are characteristics I NEVER wanted to have and was afraid to have. But ahh.....
So.... singing does open a person up. I've started to bloom ever since I started singing solo parts in church and singing more in choirs and more solos. In actually singing, somehow unexplainatary a quiet person like me can turn into this 'fun', outgoing person =) And that brought me to being able to make more friends easily....