Beware of this girl

nickname Miyo Yukiko aka. DEWI(something)
p/s:- I won't take this post out until she personally apologizes to me.

Just letting my readers to take note that this female is dangerous. And here's the story.

I was just minding my own business having a few drinks with a friend at mojo waiting for my other frens to turn up when my fren called (some of you know the story). He said he saw my car and was wondering if I was at mojo. We spoke for awhile and I knew he was with Dewi(new gf).
I was asked to move my car so I went out and bumped into them. The girl recognized me and had this evil look of hatred in her eyes. They were eyes that could kill a cat. It was like 'what the hell is she doing here'. 'Oh shit', i thought. She must really hate me. Before that my fren said she didn't want him to see me or have anything to do with me but he said no matter what we'll always be friends (we have always been close frens). My fren was behind her. We spoke for awhile and I felt uncomfortable like there was a knife pointing behind my back. He kissed my cheek and we went out seperate ways.
I came bck in to wait for my other frens. Tried calling them up while checking the time. Dad wanted me to be home by midnight. It takes me 15min to drive home so I estimated the time and left when I had to. T was really nice and sweet that night. We had dinner before that and she wanted to walk me to my car. So we left mojo. At the door, we bumped into G and my other frens. We hugged and chatted awhile but I really had to get going. I had 10 min to get home. And I got home before midnight =)
I was on my computer later and had a phone call from T saying a girl named DEWI(her old fren) approached her and started to talk about me. She said I was an alcoholic who was crazy about her bf and is all over her bf. She even said I was stealing her bf from her. I thought, just another phyco bitch. So what. T was so mad the way Dewi talked about me knowing that I'm not that kinda person and blasted her off saying 'she has nothing to do with your bf....' and she added a few things to piss her off(or maybe coz she was drunk).
Then around 5am I had another call from him(her bf). He said Dewi was in tears. That I told frens that he was forced me into doing things and into a relationship and some other things about him which sounded so fake (I can't remember the details but it wasn't me). I sorta cleared things out with him that night but kept wondering the real story. He said I lied and a few months ago he said I was using him. That hurt me alot but he was someone i cared for so what the heck.
Then I left Malaysia.
2 days in Sydney I had an sms from him saying I lied and DEWI can prove it. Because of that I ended my friendship with a close fren and I hated it.
What's her problem? I find her checking my profile from friendster and that pisses me off coz she created the problem. She lies about everything to get her way as if this was a game. If she didn't want me to see him all she had to do was confront me and tell me instead of creating all these lies making me feel like a lying bitch. And she's my age. If she was 16, I would excuse her immature acts. But the girl is 22 years old. I've had ppl like her ruin my closest friendship with other ppl. And this is the last straw....
I would put a pic of her up but I think this is enough being said. All I want to say is.....

BEWARE OF DEWI

Music stores

Never ever bring me there. I'll be there for AGES and I would always end up buying something. It's like going to a place with animals. It will be hard to get me to leave the place. There's too much things in there which I want and too much things which I fall in love with at 1st sight. *sigh* If only I had the money.






My friend and I went to Billy Hyde Music Camperdown. We were suppose to be looking for a keyboard for M but I ended up buying stuff and staying longer in the store.
When I saw this (keyboard in the pic), I fell in love with it straight away. The price was a bargain but the only problem is I don't have the money to buy it. I already have a piano. *sigh* I really want it. The functions and everything was the things I've always wanted for recording and song writing. And just to point out that the workers in the store were seriously nice and friendly compared to Allans Music Store.
I ended up buying a mic, mic stand and chord. Was going to buy a recording software/driver.
Hmmm... I could have been playing with my gadgets tonight but instead, I have to wait till later after I get the stuff from ebay which is surprisingly cheaper....

You are my Hero

Recorded life with me having a bad sore throat that day. My 1st performed composition. Wrote it for church. It's suppose to be slower. I'll re-record it when my voice is better and when I have the time. PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.
Lyrics: Li Yien & Lorraine Chai
Music: Lorraine Chai

You are my Hero
V: I used to walk alone,
Wondering which way to go,
Who to turn to when my tears would fall down;
When my heart weighs me down,

I used to wish for perfection,
Having life as beautiful as a rainbow,
When the storm hits I grew weary,
But you taught me faith,
To embrace imperfection with love,
Before I knew you,
And then I knew you,
I’m glad I know you, O Lord.


C: All I need is you now
All I want is you with me
To hold my hand and walk with me
Through sadness and through joy
You sense my pain
And give me comfort
You cried and laughed with me
Supporting me all the way
You are my 1st love
I owe it all to you
You are my 1st love,
My hero, O Lord


B: You've found me when I was lost
Never gave up when others did,
You kept by me, giving me hope
For, you are my true love

Musical Vesper

Tonight was alright. As usual sound system wasn't friendly towards me. My voice was so bad I had to pull out of the choir but I still conducted and sang my song. I feel terrible coz I couldn't do my song to it's best ='( Surprisingly had a few ppl whom I invited come watch. That put a smile on my face straight away. Had a few good comments about my song but sometimes I dunno if it's true that it's good or it's juz for the sake of saying it. I'll post the recording and the lyrics on the next post. I'll have to re-record it when my voice gets better. I really sound like a bass at this moment.
My 1st written life performance ever. I HAVE written stuff but never performed it. Rearranging is another thing but my music. I wish I had a better response to it. Wish I was feeling good =( Damn my voice. *sniff*
Had a few sms-es saying they couldn't make it coz they were sick. The thought counts all the time. =)
*sigh*
oh wellz..... Listen to it on the next post and let me know what you think ok coz I don't too happy about it right now.... =(

It’s the best day of my Chinese new year this year. The 8th day of Chinese New Year was is the same day as Valentines’ Day.
I followed my friend to her father’s house to eat. It was the biggest house I’ve ever been to. It’s the big mansion near Hilton. I was totally amazed with the amount of cars, the back garden, the house itself and the things they had in the house. It was unbelievable.
Although Valentines’ Day was really lame with the town flooded with cars the buildings were empty with no ppl in clubs or lounges. And if you’re wondering, I never get anything for Valentines’ Day, so don’t ask.
It was Glady’s bday so I kept her company. We tried playing pool like idiots. It’s my 2nd playing and I’m starting to love it considering I’m getting better at it. And around 10pm the host had the traditional group of ppl o the lion dances and Chinese characters around the house.....





Don’t ask me about the characters. I have no idea what is what or which is which. There was the long dragon as well but I don’t have a pic of it. It’s not the usual lion dances we see. But it was interesting. Never seen such a thing in my life so I’m glad today happened the way it did.
At around 11 plus they had fireworks.....





It was magnificent. Standing underneath the blast made it feel magical. The colours made it exciting and the different kinds of pattern made a beautiful art work. I felt like I was in a different world seeing the most beautiful thing. You could see me smile cheek to cheek like a little girl. The feeling is indescribable. The blast made my heart stop beating a couple of times and sometimes it reminded me of stories of the war but the feeling went back to a magical world in another dimension. It was breath taking.
After the whole night we went back to play pool then I had to go back. I was actually hoping to get a few phone calls. Nobody called but my wonderful good friend A. Thanks A you’re the best, I just needed to talk to someone and know someone’s there to help me go through hell(that’s another story).
*Ahem*
Anyways, conclusion....I can’t wait to go play pool again =)
And by the end of it all.... the last pic ....

22nd feb

Hey friends and fans =)
Wow. Didn't think I'd be saying that. Just for your info, I'll be performing last on the 22nd before I leave. I thank those who have left comments about my songs and who've loved them. I hope I'll have time to write more and actually play them live =) one day.
To be known or called as Norah Jones is good in a way I suppose although I never did like her for starters.

22nd February 2008
SDA english church(sunny hill school)
730pm-830pm
Friday night

It's a musical thing organized by Eugene. I'm juz one of the items and they'll be choirs and solos with choirs as well.
I'm still working on the song I'm writing for that night. Lost the last one I spoke about in the previous post =(
For those in love and who has a Valentine, I'm happy for you =) Enjoy today to the max and never let go of that person if they mean the world to you....
Happy Valentines Day

you're like a kitten to my heart

a busy day in the big apple(i mean in cat town). Another day of work to keep my mind of things which makes me sad. Arranging papers, checking students, attending students and making sure things went alright at swinburne university, kuching. 94 students in the auditorium and 3 new supervisors under my care. They work pretty slow but careful. Halfway working i heard a cry of kittens. My heart wanted to see them but my duty was to my work. The meaowing got louder and louder and I felt a pain at the side of my heart. I worked fast until everything was sort of sorted out. Then i walked casually to the back of the audi, opened the door to find a frighten kitten at the door. I picked her(i'm assuming it's a female. gender didn't really came to mind) up and put her around my arms. For a moment I didn't think of filth but thought of the time i was out with R when he petted a stray cat. I cuddled the little thing and hushed her until she stopped crying. Then i brought her in. I sat in front and continued doing my job while the rest did their rounds. Kitty looked at me and hissed when I brought paper around the table but it was a little hiss. Not long after she fell asleep in my arms. A few friends came over and she hissed at them loudly.
Once again I felt my heart melt and I felt like bringing her home badly. She smelt of pedigree and off baby animals. I tried to find her mum but couldn't. I even tried putting her on the ground. She just looked at me with the 'mama....don't leave me' look and cried loudly. I walked away and she followed me while crying. I tried sms-ing a few friends but none seem to be interested to keep her. I couldn't keep her since I have 4 dogs and mum hates animals in the house. I sighed deeply and called one of my friends working at Swinburne. I couldn't part with her while she cried. He took her off me and I tried not to let my heart break of sadness. She was the kitten to my heart. The little adorable, furry, lovable thing.
I had to let my heart continue hardening instead of melting with love. It's too painful for the parting bit for me to handle... *sigh*
But that afternoon I was actually inspired to write a lyrics to a song I was thinking of doing for church. I just hope it's ok. G said it sounded happy.... lol... a happy song for a change. A song of encouragement and love..... For
you're like a kitten to my heart

here's more link to a few other idea recordings

http://profile.imeem.com/6DPYK8_

Have fun listening. Hope you enjoy it and let me know what you think =)

Life is so beautiful

As requested, I'll be uploading a few other works of mine. This is called 'Life is so beautiful'. Lyrics are by my god sis Li Yien. I wrote it the 1st week i was in kch last year in dec. I was inspired by someone close =) woke up one day with music in my head and decided to write using Li's words since I promised her I'd use her lyrics. I haven't completed it though. It has been pretty tough for me here in kch to continue being inspired to write more.
I sorta did it on the spot after figuring out how to put notes and words together. Let me know what you all think.

With all I am

Recorded this today with lyndelle. Found the song last night when I couldn't sleep. Will be singing this song tmr in church. It's actually from hillsong but there are slight changes. I thought it was a not bad recording for a person who has had a sore throat for the pass 2 days and for a last minute thing. I know some notes sounds off pitch. Am trying to work on that part and it's not that loud coz my throat hurts. The original recording doesn't have buzzing sounds but dunno why this has.
Let me know what you think.

all of me

Here's 1 of the recording I did before the performance. Recorded straight away in the studio so it's not perfect. The static is actually the rattling of the studio.
All of me. enjoy =)