being in control
A new university. A new beginning of life. A new path to the future.
I'm now in ACU (Australian Catholic University) and I'm loving it there. My fellow students are much more matured and I love how we all interact with each other. I don't get bored or feel left out. It is as if this is the place where I want to be. I'm not really looked at as being an asian and ppl seem to listen and look up to me with my background, my experiences and my ability to speak english being an international student. I haven't gotten anyone's mobile number and stuff but we all do mix well. It's hello and away we chat. But there is one thing I do feel weird about and that is most are married, engaged, taken or have kids. I feel left out in this sense. I LOVE kids don't get me wrong. And I can't really share about having a relationship. I'm single and there are times in which I do enjoy about. But I must admit that I do feel left out in this sense.
I seem to have my life under control. Did a couple of things but I know not to regret for it has made me me.
While sharing my experiences in class, I've realize that my life is actually quite interesting. It hasn't gone according to what I had hoped but it has made me me. It has taught me to learn n teach in ways others will not think off unless being told to or taught to.
I may not go in detail but I feel much better knowing that there are sensible people out there who are interest in me and are willing to listen and hang out with me or talk to me.
=) And I do know now that being in an education field, there are heaps of reading I have to do and it's getting late now.
It's going to be 1 hell of a good year for me =) as predicted. Good and interesting year indeed.