life under microscope

I'm not famous yet and I already know how it feels to have your life under a microscope. Being born in a chinese family, no matter where you are, family will be nosy and expect you to tell them every detail when sometimes you want life to be more interesting and special instead of broadcasting it to the world.
I'm STILL living with my aunt which makes things worse. She's fine with me going out and drinking and shit but things like having to tell her where I am and who I'm dating or going out with gives me the shits. Not like I know where I'm going or what I'm going to do next. Even when I tell her, she doesn't remember and then ask me again. I know I should let her know since I live in her house but sometimes she doesn't come home and it's not like I ask or anything. Sometimes I do spontaneous or last minute things.
This is the time when I just feel like talking to someone but have no one to talk to. I also know now that 1 out of the million will be reading this post since my constant change of blog add and that stalker 'cousin' of mine. Nobody can be excited enough for us or happy enough or understand enough for us.
Sometimes I feel like disappearing from the world to avoid these problem. Just start over, have a family of my own which is filled with love and just living life with the assurance that nothing else matters but my loving family and my music.