My future,....wat wud it b... Everyone keeps askin me about my future. It sumtimes irritates me. I sorrta koe wat I wanna be. It just depends on how many support and encouragement i get. But then I wud like to b a million things. I wish I wud be everything but it wudn be possible wud it? Anyways, wat I've always wanted to be was a vet.... Being with animals is my life. I'd rather be with them then humans actually... :) 2nd dream is to do music... A better one then my mum.... :P Like in my dreams.... Mum's like the best in my eyes... NO way can i be better then her... Like tat's wat I think. Those were like my strong dreams... The rest are or were like doin designin and things like tat. I koe I wudn really be able to reach my 1st dream. So in tis case I have decided to do music but my dad doesn like tat at all... I maybe good at art but I just can't imagine myself drawing my whole life.I mean I easily get bored doin art.Music is like a beautiful painting by God... I'm not talking about those hard rock music but other then tat music does make me feel light. It motivates me to do sumthing big.....
Today I went out with a few frens. I've been so tired tis few days I don't even have the energy to talk even though I'm out with my frens.. It's like my mouth becomes heavy..... And ppl think I'm shy...Anyways.... :)
My brain really works differently from others.. I think weird things... really weird things i don't anyone wud think it's really me... Well, another boring day 4 me as usual.... tata...

Well, today was a really weird day or rather weird week maybe becoz i hadn have enough sleep.... I've been really absolutely busy tis whole week... It was my cuz's wedding and since I was the usher n cuz I had to help out in the preparation. Tiring... But still wasn happy.Maybe becoz i hoped or wished to be a bridesmaid since I was little. Maybe it's becoz I hoped to do sumthing special like a special music or play the piano. But well wat's done is done. I mean God does have plan for our everyday life's right??
I've been to driving lessons the whole week. But then quite lazy and time consuming... I'm so darn tired.Can't even find time to practice my music or do some revising.... I hate using manual cars.U have to keep ur mind running all the time.Thinking of when to change the gear, foot controlling for the paddle, mirror,etc.... Man, i just can't wait to get my license so at least I'll feel more free and not retarded.
Speaking about music, I hardly have the time to practice them. I was thinking about my future.I wanna do music.I really do but dad doesn wan me to do it...He never does agree with me all the time... Tat's why I'm so blur bout my life.I mean i don't even get the attention i sud have from them. I always have been doing everything by myself. But then my siblings esp my bro after me keeps getting in my way. Using all my projects, art, and learning ways they end up doin better then me and get high position in class. Lowell(my bro) just receive his exam results today(PMR). He nearly had straight A's compared from me. I mean he has been using all the study technique and saying tat he's smarter then I and tat I've never did help him. He's been talking big ever since.It really hurts me coz I just wan sum1's support in wateva I do. But anyways,..... my life is like tat and it has always been....