a suprise........

I wrote again last fri but the stupid comp had some stupid prob so all my entry was just gone like that... Anyways I really had sum suprise on fri right after my mock exam.. I was thinking I would be able to rest my mind And spend time with my fren,Wendy.... Guess wat....Let me start from the begining....
Well, I had a misscall during lunch period practically didn't hear my phone.. Then wen i was wacthing movie(Cinderella),the same no called 4-5 times but then i cancelled the call considering I'm in the cinema at that time.. After that I was grocery shopping the no called.. I picked up but ask the person to call later for I was busy... Then 5 min later she called asking whether I have pen and paper... At that time I didn't so again I asked her to call back while i look for pen and paper at the shopping complex....lol... well, the person did call back...To my suprise she started talking about this 'kick start Nescafe thingy'.... (it's some competition thingy for some dream job thingy... at which i wasn't expecting to be picked out... just joined it for fun..) Well then,when I heard her I was shoocked... She said out of the 2 thousand ppl that have entered, I'm 1 of the 200 ppl at which r chosen..My audition is on the 2nd of October and i have 5 min to make the judges pick me..there they will choose 16 ppl and if i reach the 4th round which 4 ppl r choosen,then I'd straight away get RM30,000 and if I win I'll get RM160,000... the problem now is I haven touch my intruments for 3-4months... and I don't have any pieces to perform or anything to show them... I suppose if i win then it's great but if i don't win then it's just as an experience for me.. I mean after all i've never actually been exposed to these kinda things....I'm scared and nervous at the moment... Actually to enter this thing we were given 3 questions to answer and it wasn't like I was really writing it coz i want to.It was more of I'm writing it coz I've nothing else to do kinda thing... Anyways I suppose here comes my chance of showing wat i can actually do in last min notice... :P
Well then not only was this a suprice but right after the call i had choir practice for my choir(college choir) would be performing on mon... I went there conducted the choir and brought them to their audition... It went sortta well... the person who was auditioning us then came to me asking for my name and no... not knowing that on sat they called asking me to make a short speach before the choir performed... then on mon,the choir was actually very good... the funny part was i could see many of the members forgetting their lyrics... lol... it was a funny sight but i suppose everyone enjoyed themselves... after the whole performance, the head of student council came to see me asking me and the choir to perform next week for Orphanage week for charity... With Mr MIchael(music society's advisor) and his big mounth saying that I can play other instruments... They then called me again last night to confirm... Too bad I can't considering I have classes at the time they want the performance to be held.. Unless i skip my lunch break and perform my violin duet with my fren..But then again my violin playing has gone bad(actually my bowing is very messy).So I'm not thinking of performing...Too much things going on esp wen it's so close to my exam.....
Well then... yup..I haven actually finish studying and my exam is like a month away.. Too much stress for me....
Oh ya... the only paper I got back for my mocks is my mats... To me the results was bad but my lecturer said i did well considering it's like better then more than half the class... That was a suprise... I dunno.. I realise I did stupid silly mistakes there,.... My bio lecturer said that our option paper was very bad and mainly it's because we were rushing too much in our lessons and that we haven actually done enough exercise...The thing is we haven finish our syllabus for both chem and bio and exam is lie in a month time.. How are we gonna score there... If I do score I think it would be a miracle....Am trying to pull my mats grade to an A so am working very hard there.My bio and chem as long as I get a C should do... Man, A-levels is really difficult.. Dunno y I'm here... Considering I won't be doing science for my future... Am still looking at the performance area...
Gotta go... Am going foyer study now.. Haven studied the whole day......

It's over.... :)

Yes,.... It's finally over... Though it has been horrible it's all over now.... Wat am I so noisy about? ...lol.... well, I've just finished my mock exams... Though it didn't go that well I'm darn happy coz now I can start resting.... I haven been sleeping properly for te pass few days.. Practically slept a few hours a day.Which is making me more blur then ever. I think it's also contributing to my hearing... :p for I seem to be much more deaf then usual.... :) I know that I have been sick and things like that but I really wanna score if not then pass this exams for these results would be sent to my parents.... I won't be touching my books for the next day or 2... Hah!! I'm so darn happy... :)
Well, today my choir would be at audition today.Am abit nervous but i know they would do well... Am actually really proud of them.They actually are singing soooo much better from the last choir I taught and the 1st time I conducted them... :) I know we would get through.The only problem is we are performing in college and the thing is I shouldn't be in any clubs now... My lecturers would be seeing me conducting my choir which i think would bring quite a problem for me... Oh well... I enjoy working with this choir of mine.. Even though it's their project, I'm glad they actually do enjoy wat I have done with them.About 96% are in choir as their project and the othe 4% is just for fun... I still continue conducting the choir even though it's near myexam because it's part of relaxing.. Anything to do with music would really help me out be it emosionally, physically, phycologically, mentally or spiritually...
I can't think straight now all but that I finish 1 horrible week of horror and can now start resting and studying in a better speed then wat i have done this week... If u know wat I have been doing the whole week I think u would consider me a phyco... lol... ;p

Stressed since 1st day of Sept

Hmm.... Time does fly by and fast too.... I just moved from the apartment to the condo area and boy it was alot of work. On 1st Sept I woke up 6am to start packing and studying considering that morning I had my practical mocks... Then at 830 i had class after class my mocks then class again till like 3 then I had to continue packing and move... These activity lasted till 7 and that was like the only time I ate that whole day.... But all the busy-ness was not done....That night I slept at 1am. I was unpacking considering I hate seeing things being to messed up pluss i was also studying considering the next morn I had yet another prac exam.the days went the same till fri... That fri I slept the whole night without even touching my books... I was really tired....
Last night for the 1st time in history I slept at 4am.And that is coz I was doing my hw and studying a little... We have to complete it by today.... And this morning I woke up at 8am... Some ppl may call me insane but than again I dunno why but once I set myself to do things, I'll deffinately do it...
The condo area is ok... I haven been around considering I'm just so darn busy with things.... But I'm much more happier then those days in August.. I just hope it will all just continue for the rest of my stay here in kl.....
Gtg... Am darn busy.. Am just resting my mind since it hasn have enough rest.... lol... :P